_I’m not Seeking Tomorrow_

I’m running wildly
through my unplanned
life.
where no one knows,
what the next moment
would bring.
It feels like being a bird with
boneless wings.
Whatever I read, or whatever I
write it never gives me true
happiness.
cause what I truly feel
remains undefined.
I wanna leave this
world far behind.
wanna be heartless
rather than kind.
Not seeking tomorrow,
just wanna experience
today. Let me decide
everything by my own.
yes, it’s my life and for
sometime i need to
be alone.