_I Tried Enough_

I have tried and, tried so
hard.
But there’s nothing that
has come out.
how to say, I’m
done with hardest of
my limits but my heart
just doesn’t shout.
Tried a lot to write
about me, the people
around and the
universe.
But nothing was there I
could call mine.
How could I say, I have
lost my mind in my own
web of silly doubts.
What’s mine, what’s not,
That doesn’t matter
anymore.
But what hurts the most
is what I bowed as mine
is not mine anymore. As
the pen is calm enough
to let the pages go blank.
How could I say, I’ve just
dumped of my mind’s
door.