how long it’s gonna hurt?
May be as long as my inner
self is
shouting in pain endlessly.
All I can do is
pretending to be
unseen. Among the unclear
crowds of mind.
How long, the inner self
gonna say ‘it’s better not to
die’, Even after knowing I’m
dying.
The pain that I found
hard to hide. I found myself
lying with scratched wounds
in this mental fight.
And all I can do is
just faking my smile. Faking
about I’m glowing the whole
inside.
I’ve given up, as I don’t
see any ray of light.
_How To Lie? _