_I found me lost_

I have turned back my
head, after such a long
passage of time
and found it was so
different from before.
alas, found, it was not
our age anymore.
How to come back again
in flow that has passed
cause it feels like l have
left everything behind.
My heart is no longer
kind. The world is lost
in fake love.
Oh, I can’t understand,
what I have to find?
I found me lost, I found
me blind.
To be honest to keel my
self alive.
I’m still stuck in the
past. Tell me, how to let
it go and not to look
behind?
Please, make me laugh.
Make my heart kind.
Cause I’ve forgot, how
to smile!