_Again It’s Not Me_

He fell in love again, and
I know, that again it’s not
me.
I wonder, why my heart
stopped biting upon my
wounds for a while, and it
doesn’t pains like before
when he again looks for
someone else other than me?
Isn’t this love that I’m
nurturing each day? or I’m
just hurting myself again
and again?
Do I even wanna see him
happy?
Yes, that’s love! that I still
don’t know how to do.
Or I just can’t bear the
pain of falling in it?
Then how shall I give him
value?
Yes, its wrong to say he
is all mine. But my heart
doesn’t listens!
fall in love, if you know
to bear the rosy red blush
with the killing thorns in a
red rose.
Though, he can’t be
mine. but I was found to be
fine.