we were just passing by
but it means nothing.
It was just the opposite we
used to be.
I remember the day of our
separation.
I remember, I found me
broken at the shore.
The waves were comforting
those cold legs that were
shattered.
It felt nothing more
than getting better.
May be I just
over loved, that’s why it was
hurting more than it should.
As he left me in the bad
mood.
oh, I’m still faking my
cracks. cause I couldn’t
say he broke me all.
yet I have no one to fall upon.

I’m scared, what if you
leave And never come
back again?
And what if I die without
seeing you for the last
time?
I’m nothing more than
just a mass that always
seeks for you.
as there’s nothing that
can keep me alive
without you.
Sorry, I am bound to
you. Whenever I close
my eyes I can see you.
How to keep you with
me, may be just by
asking “Do you
love me too? “.
I care, I cry, I love and I
wanna fly.
Wanna see you happy,
after knowing my love
is true. But you promise
me, you won’t ever
go without saying a
sweet goodbye.

He fell in love again, and
I know, that again it’s not
me.
I wonder, why my heart
stopped biting upon my
wounds for a while, and it
doesn’t pains like before
when he again looks for
someone else other than me?
Isn’t this love that I’m
nurturing each day? or I’m
just hurting myself again
and again?
Do I even wanna see him
happy?
Yes, that’s love! that I still
don’t know how to do.
Or I just can’t bear the
pain of falling in it?
Then how shall I give him
value?
Yes, its wrong to say he
is all mine. But my heart
doesn’t listens!
fall in love, if you know
to bear the rosy red blush
with the killing thorns in a
red rose.
Though, he can’t be
mine. but I was found to be
fine.

I have turned back my
head, after such a long
passage of time
and found it was so
different from before.
alas, found, it was not
our age anymore.
How to come back again
in flow that has passed
cause it feels like l have
left everything behind.
My heart is no longer
kind. The world is lost
in fake love.
Oh, I can’t understand,
what I have to find?
I found me lost, I found
me blind.
To be honest to keel my
self alive.
I’m still stuck in the
past. Tell me, how to let
it go and not to look
behind?
Please, make me laugh.
Make my heart kind.
Cause I’ve forgot, how
to smile!

how long it’s gonna hurt?
May be as long as my inner
self is
shouting in pain endlessly.
All I can do is
pretending to be
unseen. Among the unclear
crowds of mind.
How long, the inner self
gonna say ‘it’s better not to
die’, Even after knowing I’m
dying.
The pain that I found
hard to hide. I found myself
lying with scratched wounds
in this mental fight.
And all I can do is
just faking my smile. Faking
about I’m glowing the whole
inside.
I’ve given up, as I don’t
see any ray of light.