I’m trapped somewhere
unknown.
But the place isn’t mine.
And getting a voice
echoed inside.
That I’m not fine.
The thoughts are
crashing inside my head.
As I’m dying on my bed.
Howling, which all seems
vain.
I realised, there’s no cure
of this endless pain.
The world sees me
smiling but can’t pretend
anymore, that everything
is fine.
I left myself alone.
I couldn’t open up at all.
all my senses were
numb.
Whatever I do, I couldn’t
get me back.
It’s just a sign that I’ve
started giving up.
_I’m Confused_
No one knows, how hell feels
like. It must be a feeling we
all are acquainted with.
I don’t know, what I want.
What I dislike?
There’s nothing to loose and
nor do I want to buy a bike
too.
May be it does sounds funny.
but a little confused too.
what should be ask in
abundance love Or money?
They say, show some mercy.
But no one teaches how.
If lying is a crime.
then why, does truth hurts
every time?
_I’m not Seeking Tomorrow_
I’m running wildly
through my unplanned
life.
where no one knows,
what the next moment
would bring.
It feels like being a bird with
boneless wings.
Whatever I read, or whatever I
write it never gives me true
happiness.
cause what I truly feel
remains undefined.
I wanna leave this
world far behind.
wanna be heartless
rather than kind.
Not seeking tomorrow,
just wanna experience
today. Let me decide
everything by my own.
yes, it’s my life and for
sometime i need to
be alone.
_Loosing Each Other_
It’s all empty around me.
It seems like they are
making the space.
With the passage of
time, Life’s turning all of
us into participants of
its race.
They come and go.
Yet, we are no longer
friends, although.
The melancholic vacant
spaces in my heart.
I have left it for the new
faces.
I’m expanding my heart
Knowing one day.
In someone’s heart some
other would replace my
stand.
As we know, no one is
permanent friend and
no one is permanent
enemy.
It’s all about my heart
feel.
_I LOVED, BEFORE I COULD SHOW_
IT HURTED BEFORE I WOULD
SHOW.
AS ME BEING ME IS SO
PAINFUL.
YOUR ABSENCE MAKING
ME ANXIOUS.
HOW COULD I SAY,
REST OF ME IS REST OF YOU.
SEE, I’M SMILING WITH MY
WATERY EYES JUST TO FIX
YOU.
JUST SAY, FOR YOU WHAT
CAN I DO???
I LOVED YOU.
BEFORE I COULD CONFESSE.
NOT A LIE. JUST A LITTLE
OBSESSED.